M/21/SA I like whips chicks and hip hop too.
SA to LA my heart is CA
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1. She lied.
2. She went back on her word.
3. She hid the truth.
You still love her.
I have the very bad habit of always falling for the wrong girl , but there’s something about being there for someone that makes me feel whole. Unfortunately when they’re better, they don’t want you to be there for them. They say thanks and all, but I’m going to do it all over Again. Go away now. And you fight for them and maybe one day they say yes. But they have you in their hand then, and from that point on they give you one week of happiness and one week of pain, and in those weeks of pain you begin to morph into a giant mess of appeasement and self loathing like a living breathing Belgium a la WWII. In these moments you miss the solitude you were once comfortable with and the time you have given up with your friends, who at this point, probably resent you for constantly putting significant other ahead of them. And then she blames you for always being sad and bringing her down. At this point your thoughts are so convoluted that you begin to think you’re wrong and you should stop being such a pussy. And things get better. A little bit. But then the anniversary of an old relationship passes, and she lies to you again, and she begins hurting you more, this time relentlessly, unapologetically, with intention to hurt. So you decide to end it. But the one that hurts now is you. You have the baton of pain and anguish and the saddest part is that you’re only 1/4 of the way done with your life but you feel like you’ve felt 5/4 of the pain you deserve. But you grow, you mature, and you reflect. You realize your mistakes, and you begin to make yourself a better person. Then one day you’re eating breakfast with the girl who gave you her number at target and you think, here we go again.
I stopped fuckin with Immortal Technique when I realized he used “revolution” as a marketing strategy. capitalism and revolution will never go together